Thursday, March 31, 2016

Saturn Retro 2016-04: Difference and Repetition






Dear friends, this is my 5th consecutive year of blogging about the annual period of 4.5 months of Saturn Retrograde. This year, 2016, Saturn Retrograde is from 24th Mar- 14th Aug. For the detailed concepts on Saturn Retrograde click link: Saturn Retrograde. For previous years the links are.. click Saturn Retro 2012 (2 articles), click: Saturn Retro 2013 (70 articles), click: Saturn Retro 2014 (11 articles) and Saturn Retro 2015 (15 articles)

Dear friends this is my fourth post on the ongoing Saturn Retrograde 2016. In today's post I want to write about Saturn Retrograde with context to the  contemporary theories expounded by Gilles Deleuze in his work post modern Difference and Repetition. So obviously today's post would be slightly theoretical and technical, and often layered. But before commencing it, I would like to update that, as predicted, myself being Saturn ruled am going through a difficult period of catharsis, especially this being the first two week of annual Saturn retro, the red colored hot rising retro phase ( check diagram above). I am suffering from poisoning, weakness, dehydration, and dizziness. But am making space to write this post. Because, such is the demand of the hour..

In chapter II, Repetition For Itself, page 141, Deleuze says.." This is how the story ends: by undoing it's too well centered natural or physical circle and forming a straight line, which then, led by it' own length, reconstitutes an eternally de-centered circle.."
This subsequent alteration between linear and circular phases are directly connected to the phases of Saturn becoming retrograde and directional.
During Saturn retro, Sun/ Mars/ Pitta ruled people become linear/ straight/ sharp "..and forming a straight line.." and once retrograde ends becomes  elliptical movements.. "which then, led by it' own length, reconstitutes an eternally de-centered circle..". Hence, once Saturn becomes directional, Sun/ Mars/ Pitta ruled people connect to the Affirmation of the Eternal return.

Conversely Saturn ruled people "..become  an eternally de-centered circle.." during Saturn retro, and ideally, once Saturn turns directional/ forward, becomes ".. a straight line, which then, led by it' own length...". Hence, once Saturn becomes directional, Saturnine people connect to energy of  ".. excessive systems which link the different with the different, the multiple with the multiple, the fortuitous with the fortuitous, in a complex (series) of affirmations.."
We thus see, Saturn is more about a series of multiplicities, and Sun more about a centered Eternal return, a subordinating, and subjugating Singularity,

..this post, on account of my current weak Saturnine health..  is to be contd in phases... :)




Friday, March 25, 2016

Saturn Retro 2016-03: Mars in Scorpio



Dear friends, the annual period of 4.5 months of Saturn Retrograde this year, 2016, is from 24th Mar- 14th Aug. This is my fifth consecutive year of posting online about Saturn retrograde. And, is preceded by detailed notebooks of observation about this period since 2005. The detailed concepts of Saturn Retrograde are here in this blog header titled Saturn Retrograde, just below the blog picture. The links to me previous articles online are: Saturn Retro 2012 (2 articles), Saturn Retro 2013 (70 articles)Saturn Retro 2014 (11 articles) and Saturn Retro 2015 (15 articles)

Dear friends this is my third post on Saturn Retrograde 2016. Today Friday, the 24th March, Saturn becomes Retrograde at 3:45 pm IST, until 14th Aug. In today's post  I want to discuss the effects of Mars in Scorpio on prevailing Saturn retrograde 2016 since Mars and Saturn both are together in Scorpio, Mars being fiery/ rajasic/ pitta incarnate and Saturn being airy, tamasic, vayu incarnate, hence their combined effect creates some unusual, and unprecedented features of this years Saturn Retrograde 2016.

Mars transits Libra to Scorpio:     February 20, 2016 (Saturday) at 17:06
Mars turns retrograde:                  April 17th
Mars transits Scorpio to Libra:     June 17, 2016 (Friday) at 22:41
Mars turns directional:                  June 29th
Mars transits Libra to Scorpio:     July 12, 2016 (Tuesday) at 15:23 

Super High Rajasic energies from February 20th to 17th April: Because Mars and Saturn are conjunct in Scorpio, a sign ruled by Mars, Saturn Retrograde conjunct Mars will be HIGHLY AMPLIFIED from 24th Mars to 17th April. And since Mars enters Scorpio on 20th Feb, the Rajasic effects of Saturn Retrograde would prematurely unfold from 20th Feb itself, and more so from 10th March, after commencement of the (brown) Arrest phase of Saturn Retrograde. And more so the period from 24th Mars to 8th April, as it's the Red Hot  two weeks Increasing Retro phase of Saturn Retro. Sun, Mars, Ketu, Pitta, Rajasic people would feel highly alleviated and invigorated and Saturn ruled people could feel highly diminished in this phase.

After 8th April: as Saturn Retro moves into it's slightly reduced 2nd Gear (Orange phase), the sharp Rajasic effects would drop a bit.
And after 17th April, after Mars goes retrograde, the Rajasic effects of saturn Retrograde will be further muted, diluted, softened to an average level. It'll be a fairly build up, level run for Sun, Mars, Ketu, Pitta, Rajasic people. And a kind of neutral phase for saturn ruled people. This would simmer down further after 8th May, as Saturn Retrograde moves into it's third gear, Yellow phase.

Period from 8th June to 29th June: would be highly Saturnine, as Mars retrograde phase coincides with the blue coloured Falling Retro phase of saturn Retro. Sun, Mars, Ketu, Pitta, Rajasic people would feel lethargic in this phase after a long period of activity from 24th mar itself, and saturn ruled people would feel highly alleviated, energised, and actualised. Especially more so, in the period from June 17 to 29th Jun as retrograde Mars exits Scorpio, and enters Libra, ending the Mars + saturn conjunction temporarily.

Ultra High Rajasic energies from July 8th to 1st August: The final phase of Saturn Retro, the super high rajasic phase would be unbelievably sharp and powerfully Rajasic/ Pitta ruled, because Mars ends it's retrograde on 29th June, and enters Scorpio on July 12th. So, especially the period from 12th July to 1st Aug would be extremely sharp, Rajasic, Pitta ruled. making the Sun, Mars, Ketu, Pitta, Rajasic people highly alleviated and empowered and Saturn ruled people highly diminished, reduced in this phase.

But finally after 1st August: comes, the 4.5 month long Saturn Retrograde energies vanish abruptly two weeks prior to it's directional motion. And things are restored to the universal balance. More or less.

Saturn Retro Strategies: Since the annual Saturn Retrograde is an essentially Solar phase, so it's a great period if utilized properly for all Rajasic, Yang, Sun, Mars, Ketu, Pitta ruled people for all kinds of ventures, initiatives, progresses and breaqkthroughs. But a period of meditation, reflection, retrospection, rewind for Saturnine ruled people. If the energies of Saturn Retrograde are utilised properly, they can bring long lasting effects that carry onwards into subsequent years.

This year, because of Mars in Scorpio, the two periods 24th April to 8 April and 8 July to 1st August are super Rajasic, sharp Sun, Mars, Ketu, Pitta ruled, making it a truly unusual saturn retrograde 2016.
Rajasic, Yang, Sun, Mars, Ketu, Pitta ruled people should utilise the above mentioned periods for all kinds of ventures, initiatives, progresses and breakthroughs.
However it requires some special strategies for survival for Saturnine people. Meditation, silence, forbearance, restraining oneself from unnecessary communication, retreat are very important strategies for this period. rather than being aggravated by prevailing circumstances, they should adopt the strategies of forbearance and silence.
One things about Rajasic, Pitta, sharp Yang energies, is that, even though it is sharp and powerful, they don not last too long, UNLESS, utilized,  or responded to. Hence a PROACTIVE response from Rajasic, Yang, Sun, Mars, Ketu, Pitta ruled people is needed. And a mute, INERT, neutral, silent approach of forbearance is needed by Saturnine people.
Cheers to all!!

Thursday, March 24, 2016

Saturn Retro 2016-02: Commencement


Dear friends, this is my 5th consecutive year of blogging about the annual period of 4.5 months of Saturn Retrograde. This year, 2016, Saturn Retrograde is from 24th Mar- 14th Aug. For the detailed concepts on Saturn Retrograde click link: Saturn Retrograde. For previous years the links are.. click Saturn Retro 2012 (2 articles), click: Saturn Retro 2013 (70 articles), click: Saturn Retro 2014 (11 articles) and Saturn Retro 2015 (15 articles)

Today was Holi, a highly Solar festival coinciding with Thursday. And Jupiter is in Leo ruled by the Sun. Mars is in one of its ruled signs Scorpio where Saturn Retrograde is taking place. So it's a rare combination of Sun Jupiter Mars energies in today's Holi on the eve of Commencement of Saturn Retrograde 2016 from tomorrow for next 4.5 months.
Saturn ruled people like myself must have experienced this Holi as a looming void. The feeling of peering into a deep and empty well.

From few weeks prior to the beginning of Retrograde, ( as Saturn was slowly drawing to a standtill across the heavens {relative to us}), I was instinctively feeling heavy, introspective, thoughtful, complex, sluggish, layered, serpentine, complicated, eccentric, esoteric, dis-focused, hazy, cumbersome. Only today, when I created the chart above for Saturn Retro 2016, above and plotted the dates, did it struck me, I was well already into the brown Arrest phase, the Commencement, the preface of Saturn retrograde. 

As the years have unfolded, I realize that I really don't enjoy writing. Especially in this serpentine, unravelling, self narrative kind of manner. But it's the Saturn Retrograde component in myself that finds myself doing this.. writing, self dissection, self unravelling. as expressed in many previous posts, this kind of serpentine writing is nothing but a direct function of saturn Retro for me. Or rather, thye Mercurial function of writing is completely Solar/ Sun ruled for me, because Sun + Mercury lies in my 12th house of Virgo, a sign ruled by Mercury.

Like as in all other processes and functions, this process of Saturn Retrograde can be modified or somewhat tweaked by one, according to one's preferences and predispositions. and hence, I want to write some super heavy posts, layered beyond belief, when the Saturn Retrograde process is just fresh beginning, just Commencing!! 

As in Quantum physics, Heisenberg's uncertainity principle, and all other things there is always this Position and Momentum duality of a particle. at one time, you can either figure out a Position of a particle or otherwise it's Momentum, not both. So, in Saturn Retrograde I voluntarily engage in Position, or observations by lying still, rooted, retrograde or fixated at a point in space/ time. whereas, when Saturn turns directional I would always Prefer/ Choose... Momentum/ movement over all and everything else!!! 

If it was not for this Sun + Mercury in my 12th house, or 4th and 5th Lord Saturn/ Shanidev in Gemini, cojunct with debilitated Ketu, I could have been, should have been, ought to have been, a great writer. and NOT this spurtive posts on the annals and minutes on the soul transforming process of annual Saturn Retrograde of 4.5 months!!

Many a times, i think about my personal Becoming/ my life journey, from different personal, spiritual, astrological perspectives. However, as i hammer out these sentences on this dusty, homely  keyboard, i realize that (strangely) MINE story is NOT about any Becoming, but rather.. an Un-Becoming process, the purifying, cathartic process of Saturn Retrograde , so that the DEFAULT setting of my Quirky, Krazy, personality full of movement emerges! I have extricate myself,only by the purifying process of Energy Clearing and the annual period of saturn Retrograde!!

As I hammer out these words, i write in absolute speed, i.e, at the rate of which my thoughts are  emerging/ emergent! But I have reached this absolute speed, only after five years og blogging acutely and minutely about Saturn Retro. Even prior to, which, I have years and years of notes on Saturn Retro. 

 **********Some samples of retrograde writing***********

"Damn and dang!!" said the tobbaco chewing Texas cowboy, pausing to spurt some tobacco rich spittle on the dust desert ground, and then chewing a bit to make some space in his mouth to speak.. "damn and doggerty! I can only talk 'bout Saturn retrograde, and nothing elsewhile". Then, he put on his cowboy hat, and rode his horse Abner, into the Sunset, vanishing into the horizon..!  

Elijah, looked into the abyss of the well. It reminded him of his own self, his own looming decades of inactivity and wastefulness. On the old radio, the Pink Floyd song Time crackled..
" Ticking away the moments that make up a Dull day
You fritter and waste the hours  that make up the day"
"No one told you when to run, you missed the starting gun.."
"And then one day, you find, that, ten years have gone behind you.."
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Reading over this post, i find it askew, discoherent, talking in many tongues, layers, tangents, many lines and flights of departure. Such is the form of the Saturn ruled, in the times of Saturn Retrograde!
BUT this blog is such a Vent, DURING the times of Saturn retro! Like, a kind of phlebotomic relief for those suffering from high blood pressure.





Saturn Retro 2016-01: Introduction


Dear friends, the annual period of 4.5 months of Saturn Retrograde this year, 2016, is from 24th Mar- 14th Aug. This is my fifth consecutive year of posting online about Saturn retrograde. And, is preceded by detailed notebooks of observation about this period since 2005. The detailed concepts of Saturn Retrograde are here in this blog header titled Saturn Retrograde, just below the blog picture. The links to me previous articles online are: Saturn Retro 2012 (2 articles), Saturn Retro 2013 (70 articles)Saturn Retro 2014 (11 articles) and Saturn Retro 2015 (15 articles)

The annual  4.5 month Saturn Retrograde is a special period for all Rajasic, Pitta, ruled people to move forward/ break through, because Saturn the master tamasic/ inertial lord himself is Retrograde, i.e, withdrawn, reversed, etc, etc. Similarly, it is an important period for all Saturn ruled people to regress/ review/ rewind. When this period is utilized properly, it  bring harvests whose effects supercede, and continue to persist over many subsequent years.

This year, Saturn Retrograde 2016, is very magnified, as Saturn Retrograde is happening in Scorpio, conjunct with Mars. So the fiery/ pitta energies of  Mars are completely overriding Saturnine energies in the sign of Scorpio, a sign ruled by Mars.
As illustrated in the above diagram, the actual effects of Saturn retrograde is felt two weeks before the retrograde officially commences. Indicated by the 2 week period titled as Arrest (in brown).
Last year, Saturn Retro 2015, the 2 week Arrest period commenced by my mother in laws hectic eventful visit to Delhi. Which coincided with wife Sangeetas, girls trip out to Kasauli. On women's day 8th march, I was up at Kasauli with 6 women, aged from 6 years to 68 years. Both altitude, hills, and women Shakti/ Durga are representative of Solar/ shakti energies.  When we returned, barely after a days rest, mother in law, and I left for a eventful and hectic pilgrimage to Ujjain. She left yesterday, on the very morning of the beginning of Saturn retrograde, 2015.
Hence, 2 week long Arrest phase, which normally a Saturn ruled person experiences in terms of drop, gravitas, lethargy, brakes, drop in energy levels, I experienced as ascent, being at the centre of a huge energy vortex, etc. No wonder, as the year unfolded, I experienced long stretches of ennui and silent runs, etc. No matter, what one does, the Saturnine yoga/ kriya of this period surpasses, supercedes all other activities.
That's what Saturn ruled Naopleon overlooked in that Saturn Retrograde of 1812. Otherwise probably, I would've been writing this article in French instead of English!! Check diagrams below..





Saturday, November 14, 2015

Log 05: After Paris resurrection

In a previous post Log-04:My-Saturnine-film-After-Paris I talked about my personal journey of resurrection narrated in my first ever and autobiographical film After Paris. But, as time unfolds, my personal experience may have relevance to current global events. The journey of recovery and resurrection in the film, may be emotionally relevant for the survivors of the bloodbath in the Parisian streets, and similar survivors of other catastrophe  throughout the world.


I once showed my film to my aunt who's surviving the death of her loved son, my beloved cousin and friend . She could strongly connect to my personal story and it gave her some succor from her ocean of sorrow. I hope, similarly my film can provide some succor for the victims of the Paris attack, and other survivors of personal loss, crashdown and breakdown. 
Amen!


Monday, July 13, 2015

Retro 2015-24: Ultra Retro: Paris Reversed 02

Dear friends, as discussed in the previous post, since the Paris trip of Ultra Retro 2009, in all the preceding years, the last week of the Ultra Retro period, the final concluding week of the 4.5 month long Saturn Retrograde, has always represented the inverse, inverse, redemptive, karmic recompense, shadow, of that fateful, windfall Paris trip. In fact, every year, my last concluding posts of Saturn Retrograde, always end under the title of Paris Reversed. Even after actually having created my first full length film on that Retrograde trip, and the hangover thereafter, the last week of Ultra Retro, the comprising the very last Retro energy period, and concluding week of annual 4.5 month Saturn Retrograde itself, will be maybe forever celebrated/ mourned or ritually observed by myself as a period of acute karmic redemption, and regression. As a personal testimony of the error and misappropriation of Saturnine energies, during the acute and intense Ultra retro period. When, a Saturnine ruled person should officially regress, and acutely rewind, the gross violation of moving forward, or indulging in "quantum leaps/ breakthroughs".
And, even as I thought the last so many uncountable posts were enough, the raw physical force of saturn Retrograde, the sheer force of physical circumstances, compel me to type out the words on this keyboard, and post the posts on Saturn retrograde.

Paris Reverse: Today's 13th July, the 18th day of Ultra Retro phase, of Saturn Retro. On the 18th day, of Ultra Retro 2009, I was fully mobilised, empowered, and moving around Paris. Having crossed over, my initial days of hesitation and recitation, I had become completely at home in this strange new city. And, today as a reversion, find myself crippled, paralyzed at my home ground. A truck accident at Panchsheel flyover completely jammed the Outer Ring road, and traffic was brought to a long standstill. I had get down from the auto-rickshaw, take a Metro to Malviya Nagar stop, then take a rick to the edge of Jahapanah forest, where the bottleneck again began, and walk across the forest short cut back to home. In all my ten years in Delhi, in this area, I have never witnessed such a acutely paralytic traffic bottleneck. Back home pending, mundane, household, problems rapidly transforming into meaningless arguments and energy sapping conflicts, rapidly descended my spirit to an all time low, moon in the gutter kind of feeling. And exact reverse of the rush of exploration, adventure, adrenalin of exploring an utterly magical, and romantic city as Paris itself. The anti gravity, magically buoyant feeling, floating head-rush has aptly transformed into a clogging, filthy drain, a gutter, a rotting pile of festering human heap of  the most utterly, ridiculous meaningless, mundane garbage of human existence!!
Louvre Reversed; On the 17th day of Ultra Retro 2009, namely 29th April, 2009, I had visited the great global Art lanmark of the Louvre museum. I was roaming

Retro 2015-23: Ultra Retro: Paris Reversed


Dear friends, we're at the final phase of Saturn Retrograde, 2015. Check graph above, the red hot Ultra Retro phase, this season is from 26th Jun to 17th of July. During this phase, there is a tremendous boost of Solar/ rajasic energies. Making this an exceptional window for breakthrough for Sun, Mars, Pitta, Rajas ruled people. And thus, a very acute period of regression, redemption, and rewind for all Saturn ruled people. Check page header: Saturn Retrograde

 In my initial years of research on Saturn retrograde, I had discovered that most of my major life events, all the major forward/ breakthrough events of my life were all during Saturn retrograde. Because of which, they never persisted in the long run, or as time passed, were a source of great headache, karmic redemption, sorrow and regret. However, as I gradually being using the periods of Saturn retrograde, for karmic clearing, regression, review, karmic repayment, once Saturn went directional, it showered me with various breakthroughs, openings, developments, over the year.

One such, landmark event, happened in the Saturn retrograde of 2009. From 2005 onwards, even after my increasing awareness of Saturn Retrograde, I had found many life changing events persistently continuing to take place during Saturn Retrograde. And, once retrograde ended, it was followed by vast seasons of regression and exile. This continuing semi conscious violations of Saturn retrograde continued until the landmark Saturn retrograde of 2009.
The first 2.5 months of Increasing/ Rising Retro found me back in Mumbai, getting my missing marksheets and graduation certificates from my college. I had got admitted into Sir J.J. College of Architecture during Saturn Retrograde of 1993, and here I was getting my complete certificates 11 years after I had passed out!! If that I was not enough, I plunged into a condensed, booster, training programme of archtectural training under my classmate and friend for a quantum breakthrough into architecture. Which, as the months unfolded became the classic retrograde German invasion of Russia during the cold Russian winter. Later as I returned to the home base of Delhi, during the month of Falling Retro, a lot of discussions and debates were underway about me accompanying my wife on her official work trip to Paris, as it would be a sudden windfall trip to an ultimate destination. And alas, I the great teacher of Saturn Retrograde theories, completely overlooked, that the Paris trip was perfectly and suspiciously scheduled on the final,  zenith days of Ultra Retro, namely the very concluding, peaking, Mount Everest apex of Saturn Retro 2009. And as it was Falling Retro, some Saturnine energies were still around, and I had quite some insight that I should maybe desist, but, as they say, Ketu Hetu Harai, meanings Ketu makes one lose theior senses, and ultimately I agreed to the undeserved Paris TRip. And the progressions, tickets, etc, etc went ahead.
On the very first day of the Ultra Retro period, my then astrologer guru T.N Sarma, passed away on his heavenly abode. The person, who has taught me all my astrological secrets, especially the physics and dynamics of Saturn Retrograde, had himself passed away on the very first day of Ultra Retro. As the days unfolded, I somehow couldn't even make it back to hometown Guwahati for his Swardha, ceremnoial ceremonies. And since the tckets were made, I went on ahead with the Paris Trip of ultra, zenith, solar, peaking, final days of Saturn Retro, 2009.
What happened after that? Many, many, many, not so nice things. And the effect continued for many preceding years, before I could reverse the error with and equivalent amount of regression, to balance out things. But, one thing is that the efforts of those years of redemption, culminated in my first movie After Paris, which despite being about many things, is personally my artistic expression about the Saturnine persons experience of Saturn Retrograde. And, now and forever, the final concluding days of Saturn Retrograde, namely it's 21 day Ultra Retro period, is completely conjucnt and synonimous with my landmark Paris trip of 2009. And my movie, After Paris.
And I have written many, many posts over the years where I equated the events of Ultra Retro as a significant recompense, direct symbolic inverse of the Paris Trip, 2009. Here, I'm giving some links..

This year Ultra Retro 2015
Few days before the Ultra Retro phase commenced, I told Dipankar Roy Karmakar, my energy guide, that someone known to me always passes away during this period. And, he told me that I should now reverse that pattern, break that ensuing pattern. And that's what almost happened, my sister sms'd on the very first morning of 26th June, that our close family friend Rupak was hospitalised in ICU, in GNRC due to severe chest pains. As the days unfolded, and he was finally released. But later, as the chest pains, rebounded with great intensity and my sister decided to take a call an got him to AIIMS, New Delhi, for a thorough check up. One thing led to another, and finally we got him admitted into ICU of emergency, where he was detected with water in the pericardia area ( surrounding the heart) due to tuberculous infection. Later as one and half litre of  water was removed from the area around his heart, the doctor told us, he could collapsed anytime, in the past few days. But because of various specific prayers, as guided by my energy guide Dipankar, he crossed the danger line, and by the blessings of the divine mother, he recieved a prompt, superb and proactive medical response from the great doctors of AIIMS.
The Past few days, since last Saturday, 4th of June, I have been mostly in AIIMS hospital campus, alternating with my sister in her shifts. In the last two days, we did get an attendant Vijayan to stay for the night. Reminded me of my father's total knee joint replacement (TKR) surgery in July 2009, at AIIMS, at AB-1 Ortho Ward. It was a long drawn out month affair. Which immedeatly followed after the return from the Ultra Retro Paris visit, in May '09. In fact from June itself, my father and sister reached Delhi, and the consultations with AIIMS doctors began. It took six years of Karmic balancing, but this year, Saturn Retro 2015, the AIIMS event has finally shifted it's energy from 2009, and finally occurred directly in the period of Ultra Retro itself. As how it was meant, in my Saturnine world. I am glad for the healing intervention of my energy guide Dipankar said, allowing the post Saturn retrograde, of the AIIMS event, to be finally shifted, reoriented, rescheduled to it's scheduled Saturnine timing in the cosmic order of things. Enabling me to finally override, balance out, neutralize the cosmic imbalance of Ultra Retro 2009.
Glory be to the Divine mother, who has the power to modify the unfolding patterns of Kaal/ Time, itself. And, as i repeat hundred times, in the corridor shot of After Paris... Jai Shanidev!!