Saturn Retro 2018: A Vale Of Shadows 03

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To understand this post, read this summary: Saturn Retrograde Summary

4th June, 2018, the 48th day of Saturn Retrograde, 2018. 

Being Saturnine, obviously Saturn Retrograde is the most difficult phase. 

Your weakest points, nightmares, backwater swamps come to the fore. 

Today I was reading Nietzsche's selected writings. 

On the death of the will. Overcoming ones Self.

Only by overcoming the trappings of the Conscious self

Can we  access the underlying Ocean of the Subconscious

And only by working on the latent Subconscious

Can we ever modify our Conscious reality

And how we Saturnine do this.. is by Falling in Retrograde

Falling from heavens.. diving into the dark oceans beneath

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To Fall. When Angels fall. The Falling of Angels from Heaven. 

Check this song: When The Angels Fall. By Sting. 

This song has Haunted me from childhood. But now I know. It's Saturnine quality. 

Falling from the high heavens. The Man Who Fell From The Sky..

..The encompassing surrender of the Falling... 

Now for the next Haunting Retrograde song. 

The Haunting sequence of "Falling" theme of Twin Peaks.

Synchronicity combined and titled "Falling"

The most serpentine series of the David Lynch universe

A million #twinpeaks hashtags, a million souls on Instagram 

Dive into the haunting pool of Twin Peaks

The Falling / Twin Peaks / Laura Palmer theme.

However much I write about Twin Peaks / Laura Palmer it's still less, because..

..It brings me images from a previous incarnation/ lifetime..

..Where, tangled in serpentine knots, a labyrinth of dis-real..

.. A troubled soul became lost, into a Vale of shadows..

And this, I feel clearly in the throes of Saturn Retrograde Season

the voices of whom, reverberate from a forgotten time..

.. Voices caught somewhere in the backwaters of time..

Each frame of the video contains slices of backwaters

recollection/ figments of a long forgotten.. nightmare/ dreamscape

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As Carl Jung said, the suppressed unconscious manifests as reality..

This Saturn Retrograde 2018 has given me a narrow opportunity..

To reverse, some long forgotten curse, long forgotten mistake

So far in the backwaters of my unconscious, that I don't even remember it..

But through a elaborate analytical process of unravelling, of many Retrograde seasons..

I have managed, this season, to access that long forgotten time/space

And through this process of Retrograde writing, regressive blogging..

..I have reach this zone of long lost backwaters 

..this zone of Immense haunting..

..To be updated..